futurehealthfreak:

I’ve been sick all day. No appetite
, I couldn’t even drink water or take a pain killer. I’ve had the chills all day. I can’t move one of my arms without crying. I’m having the longest/strongest anxiety I’ve had in a long ass time. My stomach is empty but I feel the need to vomit anyway… And yet my mom says I’m laying around for no good reason and yelled at me for being depressed… She’s heard me crying on and off all day and didn’t even care enough to ask me anything.
Well actually she knew about my arm and offered a heat pad and instead sat online, stole the blanket I was using, and ignored anything I had to say….
I don’t get why people offer nice things and then hurt me. I just want a fucking mom and to feel better, and to not constantly get called worthless. I just want to be fucking cared about by someone, anyone. I never come first and it’s tearing me down more than it should.

This is the moment where i hate living so far away. I wish i could make you live with me, for the next year a longer, to give you a break. Because my mom is basically the same way. So i understand everything you say. Don’t let her get to you. You aren’t worthless. I consider you a good friend even though we don’t talk much. You never judge me, you inspire me, and you make me laugh. You are beautiful, and on the way to be healthy and i love your hair. ( totally random, whatever. ) You like turtles a lot and that’s one of the cutest thing ever about you. 
You. Are. Not. Worthless. 

ryanewolf:

tonight’s dessert (by Ryan Wolf)

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This is highly disgusting, but so funny hah.
I just peeled that off my shoulder. xD.
I got a freaking sunburn 3 fucking weeks ago, and not, i am basically turning into a fucking zombie ! xDDD…. 

( btw, yes, i have twilight poster. It is incredibly old and i don’t plan on bringing it to the appartment. ) 

How I Broke My Hand (by JennaMarbles)

I almost pee’d my pants. xD. 

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Workout done.
My feet hurts like hell, gonna put ice on it.
* sigh… * 

want.

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thefitty:

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Oké. I’ve done the dishes, the laundry and i cleaned the bathroom.
now, i still want to workout, because i haven’t in a week because of my feet.
Next then, i have to make supper, because, you know.. now, i’m a slave.

Poor mom doesn’t realize how much she is NEVER going to see my face AGAIN unless it is by coincidence in a public area. Or because i desperatly need something from her.

Way to go, mom. You lost me, you almost lost Sarha… I can’t want what you’ll do with your last kid. 

(Source: confessionsofacompanion)

rawlivingfoods:

Raw Deep Dish Lasagna

Click here for the recipe! This is what I made for my family today. Sooo goood :)

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monsters-mommy:

jedijen:

fir3wolf:

The moment when you realize a child living in total poverty is more happy than you are. 

I’d be happier too if my thing was flopping in the breeze…

This kid never fails to make me smile. He’s too cute- he’s got moves!

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lifehappens-liveit:

Giveaway! 

Okay so my last post got taken down? I don’t know but if you messaged me then I have your entries for that but if you reblogged it or liked it [I am so sorry!] but I don’t have those anymore :(

So re-do…

I’m giving away this iPad — 1st gen. — 16GB

It is for a school project! The project is getting a message from a book and speading that message virally SO I really really need participation because that’s what i’m graded on… I will pay for shipping and all and this ends on Sunday!! So please please enter :) 

The book I read was Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris and the message I got from the book is overcoming obstacles through humor or laughter! 

SO now the breakdown of the giveaway…

✔If you reblog this post: [x] (That is a SEPARATE post) then that counts as one entry per reblog  

✔If you like that post that I just linked above that also counts as one entry 

✔And finally, if you send me an ask message telling me about a time that you overcame some obstacle in your life through humor or laughter then that counts as 50 entries!! (I know that’s a lot but i’m graded on participation and that’s a big extra effort on your part!) Your story can be really intense or just embarrasing.. anything! :) 

       - For example, one time I was at a birthday party when I first got my period and it was super embarrasing but my friend’s mom helped me clean up and then both of her parents started joking around and making everyone laugh and it distracted everyone — especially me! :) haha 

You can do any or all of these things and I’d just like to say again this is ABSOLUTELY not to gain followers or money or popularity or ANYTHING.. it is really just for a project so you do NOT have to follow me or do anything!! 

So anyway you guys participate is AMAZING! Remember it ends on Sunday and don’t like or reblog this post!! 

Much love xx

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tea-and-greens:

breathe-deep126:

Cheesecake filled strawberries.

O.M.G.

SWEET JESUS YES. 

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